fiction

Progress!

Today, has been a GOOD day! I am so blessed to be surrounded by so many minds that create and think and are true to their own identity. I am surrounded by honesty in my friendships and that is a beautiful thing.

To start my night, magic happened. I went to meet a friend and we began discussing my brand, my novels, my writing identity. From there, everything took off! We have my website domain purchased, my IG account and it all matches the email address.

I have decided on how I’m going to start my progress. We discussed marketing, editing and even the photo for the back cover. I got someone different to help with every angle of the process.

Afterward, I went to see another friend. He will be doing my logo. Awesome, right? As soon as I said the words of what my brand is, his mind started working. My other boy is going to help with sales. Even another is making the cover. All of this love and support is about to help to create greatness.

My excitement level is through the roof right now. Now, I just gotta do my part!

On top of that, I have amazingly simulating conversation. Conversation that can help growth. Today is the beginning…

I wish…

I was thinking to myself, as I often do, and I came up with this irrational thought. I wished I had succumb to some of my primal urges in the past, cheated, lived a Lil less with thought for everyone else and their feelings.

Irrational, as I said, but honest. I thought how much more I could put into my writing with experiences because I see how much I gain from being faithful and sometimes even muted for the sake of a relationship.

When I’m at my best, “girls tend to like me” (quote from a great read). This, unfortunately, plays in women’s natural insecurities. Maybe I’m just meant to be single and free? But I enjoy one on one connection far too much for that to be true.

So, here I am wishing I had lived a Lil on the wrong side so that I could put more personal reality into writing. Does it even need it? No, I keep wild company. But, it would had been fun.

Writing

Whenever I write my novels, I find myself in a different place. When I reread them, I am amazed by words I put together. I don’t even remember doing it.

Writing is my passion. I love to create stories that entertain me. Fortunately, they entertain my readers as well.

I have found myself shedding tears with my characters through painful situations. I have been aroused during intimate ones. I have even found myself angry during violent ones.

Writing is an incredible experience that allows me to escape this reality and enter one of my choosing. Beyond that, I put myself into the paper. My emotions into the words. I am a part of my expression.

My novels are sexual and violent. They are love and they are hate. Characters collide both physically and emotionally and erupt onto my pages and each other (like what I did there?).

Maybe you will read me one day.